The New Journey 2
Part 5: The Restoration of the Prophetic
Dream: I was lying on my bed at Tagaytay. When I looked outside the window, I saw a dead spider and a red eagle trapped on the web. The eagle was still alive but is about to die. I brought the eagle in, lay it on bed and became a little girl who was recovering. Then outside I saw a larger red eagle watching us with another giant bird. Then they left.
Interpretation: The sin in me is dead. But the spirit of prophecy given to me needs to be revived, practiced again.
Relation: Few Sundays after the dream, Pastor Allen preached on the season of fulfilled prophecies with Ate Jeanne leading us in prophetic worship. This also includes the heightened prophetic accuracy I have been declaring for the past 3 weeks.
Part 6: The Immigration
Two weeks ago, we were invited on an immigration seminar. The agency offered assistance with a good price. After the seminar, I was reminded of my old dream - to live a prosperous life and share this with my family. I was so eager to do it but had no money to spend. If I wanted to, I can just loan.
My eyes suddenly saw how poor my situation was. It was as if I ate the forbidden fruit in Eden. I was so pissed, so stressed. I was completely aware of what was wrong. I got depressed.
The deadline for the promo came. I chose not to go because I remembered a promise. He will prosper me here in PH. I did something incredible. I protected God's promise from my own doubts. I learned the value of stewarding the word of God. I learned that your value for God's word is equivalent to your value to your own word. I felt I did something that pleased God so much I felt His pleasure over me. I got over that depression because of this newly learned lesson. But on my way to Tagaytay, I still feel a bit sad, lonely, and longing.
Part 7: The Spiritual Immigration
Last Thursday, on the way to Tagaytay, I saw the Lord as a giant eagle going before me but He was as if worried. I needed to go away from the hustle of the city life. I was trying to be happy, but somehow, there is still loneliness in my heart. I waited for my mom and brother at SM Dasma and had my time with the Lord there. I can say that even being with them, I still felt that sadness.
That Thursday night, the Lord impressed to me a revelation. He allowed the immigration seminar for this wonderful revelation He needed to tell me -- immigration to the Kingdom of God.
It literally fired me up and got me excited. The Lord is using earthly events to teach me spiritual things. It was a Friday when this happened. It's like the Lord is telling me I totally missed the point. It's so amazing how I was meditating on the story of Nicodemus in John 3 before this happened. I was like Nicodemus, unable to understand spiritual things. All the while I thought the immigration thing is in the physical. I got blinded by the benefits of living in Canada and I fell for it.
But as Jesus had mercy on Nicodemus and helped him understand what He was explaining, Jesus also helped me understand that He meant spiritual immigration. I already am living in a country better than first world countries. I have better benefits in the Kingdom than what I could have in Canada. What I need is a mindset shift. I need to live a life aligned to the quality of God's country.
Part 8: The Prophetic Immigration
Monday came and I still felt uneasiness in my spirit. Why is it that after the two great revelations of God, I'm still so aware of what's wrong around me? I asked the Lord and an answer came on Tuesday. What He taught me were not just teachings, they were prophetic. As the Lord will grant me grace to have a mindset of a PR (permanent resident) in His Kingdom, the Lord will also grant wisdom for my transition from a life of lack to a life of abundance. The reason I am so aware of what's wrong is the Lord provoking me to PRAY, PRAY, PRAY.
He wants me to pray for this financial immigration about to take place in my life. He gave me prophetic eyes to see how He sees things. If I got tired of wrestling the rush hour traffic, of not having much money to pay for debts, and a whole lot of other troubles, I need to get on my knees and pray for a BETTER life. God doesn't want me to be satisfied with how things are. That's why He provokes me to pray. Lesson learned: for every situation, learn to consult God first.
I kind of complained to Aiza why she needs to help her aunt from all her troubles to the point that the troubles that her aunt should fix becomes her burden. There is a fear inside me that gives me a projection that when we're married, she'll still be busy doing her aunt's business while our new;y married life will sink in financial struggles. So I told her that her business with her aunt will stop when we're married. But the Lord rebuked me and reminded me the lesson. For every situation, I need to go to His presence and inquire so that He can give eyes to see as He sees.
Wednesday morning, (this day) during prayer time, He impressed unto me to apologize to Aiza and told her to let her continue what she is doing even if we're married. In these times, I choose to trust God, pray, and wait.
Exciting times are coming ahead, better than my past best.
Dream: I was lying on my bed at Tagaytay. When I looked outside the window, I saw a dead spider and a red eagle trapped on the web. The eagle was still alive but is about to die. I brought the eagle in, lay it on bed and became a little girl who was recovering. Then outside I saw a larger red eagle watching us with another giant bird. Then they left.
Interpretation: The sin in me is dead. But the spirit of prophecy given to me needs to be revived, practiced again.
Relation: Few Sundays after the dream, Pastor Allen preached on the season of fulfilled prophecies with Ate Jeanne leading us in prophetic worship. This also includes the heightened prophetic accuracy I have been declaring for the past 3 weeks.
Part 6: The Immigration
Two weeks ago, we were invited on an immigration seminar. The agency offered assistance with a good price. After the seminar, I was reminded of my old dream - to live a prosperous life and share this with my family. I was so eager to do it but had no money to spend. If I wanted to, I can just loan.
My eyes suddenly saw how poor my situation was. It was as if I ate the forbidden fruit in Eden. I was so pissed, so stressed. I was completely aware of what was wrong. I got depressed.
The deadline for the promo came. I chose not to go because I remembered a promise. He will prosper me here in PH. I did something incredible. I protected God's promise from my own doubts. I learned the value of stewarding the word of God. I learned that your value for God's word is equivalent to your value to your own word. I felt I did something that pleased God so much I felt His pleasure over me. I got over that depression because of this newly learned lesson. But on my way to Tagaytay, I still feel a bit sad, lonely, and longing.
Part 7: The Spiritual Immigration
Last Thursday, on the way to Tagaytay, I saw the Lord as a giant eagle going before me but He was as if worried. I needed to go away from the hustle of the city life. I was trying to be happy, but somehow, there is still loneliness in my heart. I waited for my mom and brother at SM Dasma and had my time with the Lord there. I can say that even being with them, I still felt that sadness.
That Thursday night, the Lord impressed to me a revelation. He allowed the immigration seminar for this wonderful revelation He needed to tell me -- immigration to the Kingdom of God.
It literally fired me up and got me excited. The Lord is using earthly events to teach me spiritual things. It was a Friday when this happened. It's like the Lord is telling me I totally missed the point. It's so amazing how I was meditating on the story of Nicodemus in John 3 before this happened. I was like Nicodemus, unable to understand spiritual things. All the while I thought the immigration thing is in the physical. I got blinded by the benefits of living in Canada and I fell for it.
But as Jesus had mercy on Nicodemus and helped him understand what He was explaining, Jesus also helped me understand that He meant spiritual immigration. I already am living in a country better than first world countries. I have better benefits in the Kingdom than what I could have in Canada. What I need is a mindset shift. I need to live a life aligned to the quality of God's country.
Part 8: The Prophetic Immigration
Monday came and I still felt uneasiness in my spirit. Why is it that after the two great revelations of God, I'm still so aware of what's wrong around me? I asked the Lord and an answer came on Tuesday. What He taught me were not just teachings, they were prophetic. As the Lord will grant me grace to have a mindset of a PR (permanent resident) in His Kingdom, the Lord will also grant wisdom for my transition from a life of lack to a life of abundance. The reason I am so aware of what's wrong is the Lord provoking me to PRAY, PRAY, PRAY.
He wants me to pray for this financial immigration about to take place in my life. He gave me prophetic eyes to see how He sees things. If I got tired of wrestling the rush hour traffic, of not having much money to pay for debts, and a whole lot of other troubles, I need to get on my knees and pray for a BETTER life. God doesn't want me to be satisfied with how things are. That's why He provokes me to pray. Lesson learned: for every situation, learn to consult God first.
I kind of complained to Aiza why she needs to help her aunt from all her troubles to the point that the troubles that her aunt should fix becomes her burden. There is a fear inside me that gives me a projection that when we're married, she'll still be busy doing her aunt's business while our new;y married life will sink in financial struggles. So I told her that her business with her aunt will stop when we're married. But the Lord rebuked me and reminded me the lesson. For every situation, I need to go to His presence and inquire so that He can give eyes to see as He sees.
Wednesday morning, (this day) during prayer time, He impressed unto me to apologize to Aiza and told her to let her continue what she is doing even if we're married. In these times, I choose to trust God, pray, and wait.
Exciting times are coming ahead, better than my past best.
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